SENIOR TRIP!

Class of 2011 can you believe we're almost through!?!? AHHHHHH. My class leaves Saturday morning for New York City for a whole week! I'm so excited. I still have a million things to get done between now and then though. Then I turn 18 the following Saturday :) prom the the Saturday after that and then just a 3 weeks later is graduation! I still have to get my announcements sent out, still haven't gotten my cap and gown :/ Need to get a new dress for prom I think.... pack for senior trip, get new contacts before prom, hair and nail appt needs to be made and who knows what else. This is it. We're down to the last part of high school then we're out and on our own in the big ol world. I'm excited but super nervous too! Anyways hope everyone has an awesome day and maybe if anyone that reads this is in New York I'll see you some time next week!

Photo shoot!

So I did I mini photo shoot today of mom, the kids and our new baby ducks! Hope you like them and just so EVERYONE KNOWS :D  theres only 1 week till senior trip, 2 weeks till I turn 18, 3 weeks till Senior prom which I asked Michael to go with me to and he said yes :) AND only 6 weeks before Graduation. Class of 2011 we're almost through.

Adventures of Lindsie and Michael photos :)

Michael took me on an "adventure" sunday. Not a date, an adventure (: Heres some of the pictures. Hope you like them!

High School drama

I hate it. It's stupid. It's pointless and no one I repeat NO ONE gains anything out of it. I bust my butt the make sure I stay out of it. I don't talk crap about people, I don't listen to or help spread rumors and I stay to myself expect for the few close friends I've made since moving here. I just hope this crap that I've involuntarily been dragged into doesn't cause me and Michael problems I mean we JUST started dating and for something to be started just really bothers me. Apparently someone has told Nikki (Michael's sister) that I've said something about her (what I don't know) but I haven't. The only thing I've ever said is that I was afraid she didn't like me but I hoped that wasn't the problem because I really like Michael and I don't want to there to be problems between the 3 of us. That's IT! I hope we can get it all resolved soon but with Nikki refusing to talk to either me or Michael its kind of difficult. On another subject.... we had our last day of clinicals yesterday. THAT was fun. I'll have to post pictures later. Hope everyone else is having a good day :) stay out of drama! Tomorrows Michaels birthday (: So I gotta go get him a birthday present. Byeeeee.

Weekend recap

If you've noticed I haven't said much of anything about Justin lately. That would be because I haven't heard anything from him since I got back from virginia at the beginning of the month. Need less to say I have decide to break things off with him completely. Deleted his number and everything. He's got some growning up to do and he's going to be gone for the next 3 1/2/ years so I think it's in our best interest to go our separate ways and IF when he comes back we're both single and would like to try things again then, then we will. But until then I'm on my own :) So, I started talking to this guy that lives near by. We went to his house saterday night and watched movies and then friday night went out to the movie theater in town and saw Rango. I had SO much fun. Like I can't even remember having that much fun with Justin. He kissed me :) and it was so perfect. He didn't do like Justin pretty much try to have sex with me from the get go. It wasn't like that. It was so much sweeter.... so different from what I'm use to. His names Michael, tall, brown eyes, kinda dirty blonde curly hair and the prettiest smile I've ever seen. We had so much fun hanging out saterday and sunday. It was fun, relaxed, sweet, no pressure, and we just had a good time laughing and watching movies. My mom met him and seems to like him so far. Theres just one catch.... I go to school with his sister and I don't think she likes me seeing him but I think she'll get over it or get use to it in time. I really like him and don't want us seeing each other to cause problems. Anyways, That was my weekend. Well there was more to it but that was the best part of it maybe I'll fill in more of my weekend later but I've already written plenty for today. I'll be getting out of the prison called school in about 20 minutes. Me and a friend are hanging out in town for a while and then hopefully Michaels coming over for dinner :) Well I hope everyone elses weekend was as good as mine and that you have an ah-mazing week like I plan to. Later!

The end is in sight!

So I got several papers for scholarships today.... I'm pretty excited. I have a 2.5 gpa which I know is not the best. Its about average but hey who ever said there was something wrong with average?? :) I'm actually really smart but I HATE doing homework and so it kinda kills my grade a bit. I'm gonna attempt to work harder for this last semester and mayybe get myself bumped up to a 3.0..... maybe. hopefully. crossing my fingers. I also found out today that I passed the first half of my latin class with a 85 :) I'm quite proud of myself. That class is a pain and its online which makes it 10x's worse. In my sociology class we're having to do a project about deviant acts in public. So, me and the 3 other girls in my group have to come up with a deviant act to do in public that won't get us arrested or beat up. Any suggestions?? It oughta be fun. If we record it I'll have to post it on here but back to what I was thinking about when I started writing. I can't believe theres only  2 months left till graduation. Me and my mom had this BIIIIIG talk last night about graduation and how I don't have any real "best" friends. You know like the ones you've been in school with from pre-k all the way up to high school graduation. I don't have that and I never will ever. Because we moved SO much. I think the longest I've ever lived anywhere was 4 years and that was just in the same school district not the same house. We change houses every year or two. I mean I have friends all over the place in different states, countys, schools, neighborhoods but none that I can actually say OMG what if we never talk after graduation, I can't believe we're not gonna be together anymore or any of that. The school I'll be graduating from almost everyone has been together since they were babies. Everyone that is but me. So come graduation day when everyones in tears and reminiscing memories from kindergarden and up I'll just be standing to the side all on my own because I don't have that. It hurts but in the long run I think it'll be good for me. Atleast I hope it is. Well before I start crying again thinking about all this I'm going to close this and go work on scholarships. Wish me luck!

I'm baaaack

It's been about a week since I've been on here. Not much has happened between now and then. But to fill you in on what has happened...... My step dad might be moving back in -_- I have half the mind to move out after graduation if he does. Nothing gets better when he comes back. Ever. It just gets worse but mom says she doesn't have a choice. We finished putting up the fence for our back pasture for the horses, they are in heaven now with all that grass lol. A friend came over friday night and locked his keys in his jeep so he had to stay the night until his dad could bring his spare key to him. Saterday I got sun BURNT and today me and my brother went to the creek down the road from the house and splashed around a bit.... I might post some pictures from that on here with this blog. On the note of my emotions, you know when you've hit rock bottom and fee like nothings going right? Yeah well thats how I feel right now on the good note of that though things can only get better from there I hope. The past couple weeks have been a mess, did I mention that Justin and I kinda decided to go our separate ways?? Well I don't know if thats what you'd call it but we decided since he's going to be gone for the next 3 1/2 years come middle of April that it would be best not to be together. Maybe when he comes home we'll get back together but for now.... its just me :) :( Well theres 27 days till senior trip, 34 days till my 18th birthday, 41 days till prom and 61 days til graduation (including weekends) I'm excited AND I'll have my last day of clinicals next week so I can FINALLY go take my CNA test. I think thats about it for today. See ya!